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May. 6th, 2007 @ 10:18 am (no subject)
So I'm going to see Jamie in 6 days (May 12th) and I'm very excited but also bummed because he had so much to do this week because he's in Florida right now for field training or something and he forgot to take leave for when I'm visiting. So now I'll be stuck in the hotel all day doing nothing...awesome. Why do I have the worst luck when it comes to travelling? I really wish I knew.
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Hands
Mar. 17th, 2007 @ 02:55 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: in love
Current Music: TV
So life is going really well right now and I love that. Finally everything that I've ever wanted is happening. Jamie and I are together, after waiting 6 and a half years. I love him with all my heart and he loves me too...finally haha. I'm just really happy, but I'm sad that I hurt Steve in the process. That definitely sucks, but I have to follow my heart so I can be happy. Jamie and I even are thinking about living together when he gets home. Sure that's like 2 years away but it's worth it. He's worth every day and year that I've waited for him and I'm so happy. I'm happy that he's happy too. I was afraid he might be really scared now and doubting it but he hasn't been, he says I love you to me and stuff like that. He said that since we're together he wants it to be everyday, I mean that's the sweetest thing ever. And we were talking about how we'd live in NH and he'd be going back to school and I'd be working and we could have breakfast in the morning together and eat together at dinner and I don't know it just seems perfect. It was totally worth the wait. I told him I wanted to go on a cruise too and we might do that in the winter. That would be awesome. I would love to spend a romantic few days with him on a cruise. I love life right now and I'm not going to do anything to screw it up that's for sure. I kind of feel bad though because I keep thinking about getting engaged. I think it's because everyone else around me is getting engaged right now...Sue and then Michelle and Deb are pretty close to that. I just want to know that I'm going to marry him eventually because I do want to spend the rest of my life with him. I'm just afraid that if I try to talk to him about that it'll scare him. I don't know...I guess I'll just have to keep waiting. As long as we're together haha...that's all I really care about. Getting engaged is just a bonus haha. Boy do I love him...more than anything. It's good to be happy :o)
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Hands
Feb. 25th, 2007 @ 09:37 pm (no subject)
Current Location: My dorm room...
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: the Oscars
You Will Be a Cool Parent

You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need.
You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law.
While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top.
You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!
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Hands
Feb. 20th, 2007 @ 11:32 pm (no subject)
Current Location: mi casa en Boston
Current Mood: stanca
Current Music: niente





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Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your
homescreen to discover what we're about.










Simone Deveaux

You scored 70 Idealism, 45 Nonconformity, 8 Nerdiness

You think you can paint the future. Fine, paint one without me.

Congratulations, you're Simone Deveaux! You are a loving, dedicated person with a variety of creative interests. You may however, fall in love a little too easily.

Your best quality: You are a romantic
Your worst quality: You are a romantic












My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 99% on Idealism
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You scored higher than 99% on Nonconformity
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You scored higher than 99% on Nerdiness




Link: The Heroes Personality Test written by freedomdegrees on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test
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Hands
Feb. 3rd, 2007 @ 05:00 pm (no subject)
Current Location: My dorm room...
Current Mood: lost
Current Music: "Over" by Lindsay Lohan
So I feel like he's pulling away from me again...I don't know what to do or what I'm even feeling right now. I was getting over him, slowly, but I was but not anymore. This is so difficult. I just want everything to go smoothly and the way I want it, obviosuly because who doesn't want it that way. It's not happening that way though and I'm having a hard time. I've been so busy lately and I don't even have time to think anymore. I don't know what to do or what's going to happen and I don't know how to deal...
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Hands
Jan. 25th, 2007 @ 04:56 pm (no subject)
Current Location: My dorm room...
Current Mood: content
Current Music: "Suddenly I See" by KT Tunstall
How much are you worth?

Not bad...haha
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Hands
Jan. 15th, 2007 @ 11:30 pm I'm such a loser! haha
Current Location: 111
Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: TV
I am such a loser! So I'm back in Boston right now and doing nothing! I feel so lame! I got here around 3 and unpacked, which took forever. Then I just sat around and talked to Jamie on the phone for like an hour and started watching TV, which is what I'm still doing now. There are people out in the hall talking and socializing and talking about shot glasses and I'm so jealous. I don't have any friends on campus anymore so I don't have anything to do. I'm such a loser. Alaina please come back to school so I have someone to hang out. By the way, I already put down Heroes @ Alaina's on my white board calendar haha so you're stuck with me for that. You best be getting the Heroes drinking game ready too. Anyways...I'm going back to doing nothing.

Ciao
~Lonesome, Loser Nicole
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Hands
Jan. 3rd, 2007 @ 03:54 am Ooh the possibilites...
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: "The Good Kind" by The Wreckers
So I think things are going to be ok. I've been having a hard time accepting that Jamie has a girl in Texas now and that he's not in love with me...he loves me but not in the way I want him to. I think I'm finally accepting it and it hasn't been easy, but he does help. He told me the other night that if Christina (that's the girl in Texas) tried to stop him from talking to me, he'd pick me over her, which is really helpful. I think that might have been an underlying fear that I had...but I didn't realize it before. So things are looking up I think.

New Year's Eve was awesome...best one ever I think. I went into Boston and stayed at Mo and Kristin's and I had a great time. I hadn't seen them since May so it was really good to see them. It was funny because my first kiss of the new year was Dave...and this is funny because I've made out with him before. I met him freshman year at the guys' apartment and we made out then too...we actually got sprayed with a fire extinguisher (not a particularly enjoyable experience haha), but I didn't even know he was going to be there and when Mo told me he was coming I reminded her of that and she laughed. But anyways...we made out and stuff and it was a good night. It was really good to see everyone...Sars was too funny when he saw me. He asked me where I'd been, so I told him Italy, and he was like what?! haha It's nice to know they noticed I was gone haha, didn't think they would. It's good to be home.

So Deb is making things a lot better too haha. She's going to try setting me up with this guy she knows...and from his myspace he's cute and he seems nice and he has a lot of movies. Deb even said he alphabetizes them haha so it could be good. I guess we'll see when she gets back from South Carolina. I'm going to be optimistic about it...and if it doesn't work out then it doesn't, at least I tried. So many people think that Jamie holds me back and he really doesn't...I just hadn't found anyone, and no one had found me...but now that I'm trying, maybe people will see that he hasn't held me back. Sure I kept hoping things would work out between him and me but they're obviously not now...maybe they could later on in life, but right now it's not working so I need to move on. I really do hate the thought that later on I'll be over him and he'll want to be with me and it'll be too late for him, but then again I just remind myself that I watch too many movies and that's not going to be the case at all haha. It's a nice thought that he'd want me one day...but it's more a dream than anything. I know that we'll always be great friends and we'll be there for each other no matter what...and I think that's more important to me than the thought of being with him. I'm just now realizing this and it's a good thing.

~Nicole
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Hands
Dec. 9th, 2006 @ 05:17 pm (no subject)
Current Location: Secchia Lab
Current Mood: content
Current Music: "Merry Christmas" by Christina Aguilera
Your Birthdate: April 23

People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong.
You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.


Well so far that's wrong, I think...all depends on Jamie. Anyways, haha not much going on here. I'm just procrastinating doing work for my finals, and seeing as how I'm practically failing my history class right now, I really shouldn't be doing this but I just can't focus. I blame it on boys. They suck! So I kind of met this one guy when I was in Prague (weird to say that), but we made out and whatever one night and then I've been trying to hang out with him since we got back...not because I want a relationship, but because I had fun making out with him, the end. Anyways, apparently he's a little bit of a player, because I went on the pub crawl Friday night, as did he, but he was all over some other girl in my program. No offense to her, and not to be conceited, but I looked way hotter. Hell I was wearing lingerie for a shirt!! She just had on sneakers and a long sleeve shirt, boring. Anyways, at least she made a fool out of herself haha becuase she got far too drunk and whatever. Made me feel better. So he's here at school right now, and as much as he's dumb for doing what he did friday, I still want to make out with him haha which is lame, but whatever...I haven't done anything with anyone since I saw Jamie in August and he's got his girl in Texas who he's making out with still, even though he said he wasn't going to, but whatever. So ya, boys are stupid, and I still want to make out with them...but in Will's case, it's just to use him haha, whatever, in this case it's use or be used...

See everyone in 8 days...holy crap!
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Hands
Nov. 19th, 2006 @ 07:35 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: "Toxic" by Britney Spears
RULES: Each player of this game starts off with 12 weird things/habits about themselves. People who get tagged will write a blog of 12 weird habits/things they have and should state this rule clearly. At the end choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1.) I walk with my hands in fists and constantly crack my knuckles when I'm really mad.

2.) When I was younger (junior high), I was happier when I got bad grades because that way I got more attention from parents, because my brother always got the attention since he did bad in school.

3.) I am really good at remembering things with numbers.

4.) I constantly correct people about how they talk and grammar. I don't even know why.

5.) I also drink so I can tell people things, I get really nervous if I'm sober.

6.) When I drive anywhere I always have my legs facing a certain way. It usually depends on if I like the person I'm sitting near, if I don't, my legs face away from them.

7.) I have to have chapstick with me at all times. If I don't my lips instantly become chapped just because I don't have chapstick with me.

8.) I love cooking and I don't like when people try to help because I'm afraid they might mess something up. It's a control issue.

9.) I have loved the same person for the past 6 years on and off and I don't know if I'll ever get over him.

10.) The smell of red wine makes me nauseous.

11.) I have a quota for trying new foods every year because I'm so picky.

12.) I don't think I'll ever understand why people can't be good drivers. It drives me insane, hence why I have such horrible road rage.

Tag:
Kayla
Deb
Amanda
Sue
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Hands
Nov. 19th, 2006 @ 07:22 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: "Lonely No More" by Rob Thomas
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
ah huh that's right

I took your words
And I believed
In everything you said to me
yeah huh that's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Coz they're all wrong
I know better
Coz you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
oh no no no

I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
'Fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who Knew

Yeah yeah

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Coz they're all wrong and
That last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep you memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darlin' who knew

My darlin' my darlin' who knew
My darlin' I miss you
My darlin' who knew

Who knew

Pink "Who Knew"

I love this song, and it kind of describes how I feel. I know it's not going to be easy dealing with not being with him. Apparently I have to do it though...I really had wanted to put this off for as long as possible.
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Hands
Nov. 18th, 2006 @ 06:14 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: "Come Back Down" by Lifehouse
Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place
Where I find peace again

You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the life
To my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
(Ahh Yeahhh)

You calm the storms
And you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart
And you take my breath away
Would you take me in
Would you take me deeper, now

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

Cause you're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
Everything, everything...

When how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

Oh And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better any better than this

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this...
"Everything" by Lifehouse

Just guess who that's for...I miss him so much
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Hands
Nov. 15th, 2006 @ 05:30 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: silence
So Jamie has done it again. He's "hanging out with someone"...those were his words. I didn't really talk to him about it last night because I didn't know what to say. But as soon as I got off the phoen I immediately started thinking what if he's done stuff with her, what if he's kissed her, what if it's serious, how long has it been going on... I've been hoping and thinking that things were getting better. I'm just so naive sometimes. It's not fair that she gets to be with him, see him, talk to him whenever she wants. I can't help it that I'm in Italy. I can't help but think that if he hadn't joined the Air Force that things would be different, that he would want to be with me because we wouldn't be so far apart. I can't compete with someone who is able to be with him. It's just not fair. And I can't deal with this, I can't live like this at all. All this time I thought that eventually he would come around, we'd be happy together...end up together, but now it looks like that's never going to happen. I just don't know how I'm going to deal with this...
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Hands
Nov. 9th, 2006 @ 11:54 am (no subject)
Current Location: Computer lab
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: none
One downfall of being in Italy...not being able to buy my movies. Not to be a brat or anything and I'm not expecting anything (I know it seems like I am but I'm really not) but if you don't know what to get me for Christmas...I only want movies!! Preferably Christmas ones (ie Elf, Rudolph, the clay one about Santa Claus (with the "put one foot in front of the other" song)(edit: Santa Claus is Coming to Town, The Polar Express, A Charlie Brown Christmas, Love Actually, White Christmas)Santa Claus 2 (I already asked for the Santa Claus to my parents, so hopefully they'll pass the word around), It's A Wonderful Life, The Grinch (either the real one or the cartoon...they're both great)) Also High School Musical is a new fave...and the Little Mermaid recently came out on DVD. If you have any other ideas ask me...and check with Kayla because I gave her the same list haha...with a few extras.

I'm going to Berlin tomorrow and Cully is meeting me there, so I'm really excited. I can't wait to see him, it'll be awesome to see someone from home!

Not much else going on right now...which is probably hard to believe since I'm in Italy, I know...but it's true haha. Plus I'm really sleepy so I'm too lazy to think of stuff right now.

Ciao!
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Hands
Nov. 2nd, 2006 @ 09:41 pm It's already November...holy crap!
Current Location: Secchia lab
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: "My World" by Avril Lavigne
So it's been a long time since I last updated. Last time I updated I had gone to Milan...so hmm...

Me and Jamie are still good...we've had our little things here and there when he gets freaked out by the thought of an actual relationship (normal for him of course). The weekend of September 29th, my program went to the Amalfi Coast. This consists of Capri, Sorrento (home of limoncello), Positano and Naples. It was very beautiful and I had a pretty good time. I was a bit moody at points because I was sick, but it had its benefits, because I got a bed to myself, since I was quarantined away from sharing a bed haha. Not too bad if I say so myself.

The weekend of October 6th, I went on a day trip with 2 of my roommates to the designer outlets in Tuscany. It was a really fun day and I had a great time. The only thing I bought was some Dolce & Gabbana underwear because it was about all I could afford. A bra and pair of underwear was cheaper than at Victoria's Secret. I desperately wanted this gorgeous, and I mean absolutely beautiful, little black dress...but...it was 1,050 € which was just a little bit out of my price range haha. My roommates, Nancy and Antonia did enough damage for me too so it was ok.

The weekend of October 19th I went to London! It was one of the coolest places I have ever been to and I absolutely loved it. I went to see Chicago, with Ashlee Simpson playing Roxy Hart, and Wicked, with the guy from Coyote Ugly! It was probably one of the best weekends of my life and I loved every minute of it, except leaving of course. I even bought a hot new jacket to go to London because i knew it was going to be cold, which it was, and this jacket is oh so wonderful. It's down, but not too puffy and it has a removable fur collar. It wasn't exactly cheap, but I can wear this for a long time...it'll pay for itself, especially in Prague and when I get home.

Last weekend I travelled to Paris...not as impressive as I thought it would be. It was still pretty cool. I went to the top of the Eiffel Tower, and boy is that thing tall haha. Obvious I know, but you have to go to the top, it's crazy! I also went shopping on the Champs Elysees which was a lot of fun. I bought some really cute clothes and a pair of Dolce & Gabbana sunglasses. Very hot! I know they were a lot of money, but if you know me well enough, it is impossible and a half to find me sunglasses...harder than finding me shoes! They're hot and I love them and I'll have them for a long time, so whatever right! haha We also went to DisneyLand Paris!! It really is the happiest place on Earth. It was sooo cool. It was decorated for Halloween and everything, which was awesome...very festive. Made me feel at home a bit. I got to go on the Pirates ride and in the Phantom Manor, which is key for Halloween time. I got a bunch of souveniers too...I swear my family is going to have the best Christmas ever haha. And I am too...but I've been accumulating my presents this semester, so I won't get much but I don't care...it's toally worth it.

For Halloween, we all did a pub crawl. I have to admit I think I looked pretty hot, so I'm defintiely re-using that costume. I don't even know what it is. Kind of like a hot business Playboy bunny or something haha. I loved it, my roommates even got me to wear the bunny ears, which I really didn't want to, but I guess in the end it really did make the outfit. The first 2 hours of the pub crawl were pretty good, but on our way to the third one, it was a really long and slow walk since there were about 200 people and we didn't even get into the third pub because they wouldn't let the pub crawl in for some reason. So onto the last pub, we grabbed our free t-shirts and called a cab. Overall it was a pretty good time...definitely a Halloween to remember. I'm just proud of myself I didn't let anyone do a body shot off of me. I figure I wouldn't want Jamie doing one off of someone so it wouldn't exactly be fair for me to do one, although if he had been there, I would've done one haha.

I'm still going to Berlin and Prague and for Thanksgiving I'm going to visit my Dad's cousins in Sicily, which is really exciting for me. I was planning on having to spend Thanksgiving alone, although Jamie and Kayla were going to be awesome and talk to me so I didn't feel too alone. Now I don't have to sepnd it alone though and I'm excited. Cully is coming to Berlin with me, which should be a lot of fun. Prague will just be beautiful, I can't wait. Not to mention it will probably be the first, and only, time I see snow while I'm here. As much as I hate snow, it still reminds me of home.

Jamie might be coming home in February, which I'm really excited about. I'm really excited about going home too. I wouldn't want to go home right now, but I do want to go home when I am haha if that makes any sense. I'm probably going to be home a day earlier than planned, so the 16th instead of the 17th. I'm pretty excited. It'll be really weird coming home though...kind of like in Sims when they leave the house and they come and no time has passed, that's how I feel it should be, but I know it's not. And my house is completely different, lots of rennovations going on there.

Well since that was pretty much the longest journal entry ever!, I'm going to get going...plus it's getting later here and I eventually want to go home haha. Hope everyone is good, and you could try e-mailing me you know haha.

Ciao bellas!
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Hands
Sep. 25th, 2006 @ 01:37 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: typing
Everything is so much better right now...Jamie called me Friday night...well Saturday morning for me when I was on the train to Milan. So I'm much happier now...I think we're going to work on just being friends, I don't know, but either way it's going to take a while for that to happen. He also called me Sunday morning and said he wanted to come to Rome on leave while I was still here...he confuses me way too much sometimes. I'm not going to get my hopes up though because I don't want to be disappointed when he doesn't come. Milan was amazing, I did way too much shopping though, but then again I needed clothes for the winter and it'll hold me over all fall and winter here and when it's not freezing at home. Other than that I'm in a much better mood now, especially since I have new clothes to wear!
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Hands
Sep. 20th, 2006 @ 01:30 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: broken
Still can't stop thinking about Jamie. I cried a few times on Monday during school...that was tons of fun. Yesterday I almost cried...I just can't deal with this. He wanted me to promise him that I wouldn't let this ruin my trip and it won't ruin it but it's not making things very easy. I keep thinking about it and I can't help it. I mean my heart is partially broken now what does he expect me to do? Ugh...boys suck. I just don't know what to do...

Let's see other things going on besides my love life going down the toilet... I booked my trips to Paris, Milan, Prague and London. Cully is going to come visit me and we're hopefully going to meet up in Berlin as long as my parents let me. That's at least exciting. I got some mail from Cully and Kayla (thanks!). Massimo, the older man that works at the restaurant down the street from us, he watches out for us, made dinner for us last night. It was really good too, he made fettucini with bolognese sauce. It was a little awkward having him cook for us in our apartment but the food was so good and free so I'll look past it. Jen is cooking for us tonight so another free meal. I'm actualy doing pretty well with the whole not spending any money this week. I'm pretty proud of myself. But if my Mom doesn't send my care package soon I'm going to have to spend a lot on medicine. I ran out of allergy medicine and my sinuses are starting to go crazy. I really should've had my tonsils taken out...too late now. I just better not get strep throat again, especially not here. I have yoga tonight which is good...maybe it'll help me relax and I'll hopefully get toned up because I feel like I've gained a lot of weight, but when you're in Italy it's hard not to eat all the good food.

Well anyways I have to go to class...wish me luck on not crying today...

-Nicole
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Hands
Sep. 19th, 2006 @ 10:30 am (no subject)
Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: nothing
You Are White Wine

Breezy and casual, you know how to have fun when you're drinking.
And even though you can kick back with a few drinks, you never let things get out of hand.
Alcohol is not a social lubricant for you... it just enhances your already sparkling personality.
You prefer to date a man who is optimistic, friendly, and funny.


So I'm officially going to London in October! How crazy is that?! Unfortunatelty the Panic! At the Disco concert was sold out so I can't go to that but oh well...at least I'm going to London!!! I'm also going to Milan this weekend because it's fall fashion week! This place is crazy and it's making up for what happened yesterday... :o( Me and Jamie are on a "break" from whatever it is we had. Either way he thinks now is a good time to take some time apart because he feels it isn't fair that we're doing this whole long distance thing which sucks because a week ago it seemed like he wanted to be with me, or at least almost. I guess I'm not that lucky. Either way we're not talking until I get home from Rome which is another 3 months, but I just need to take it day by day. I still think I'm just in denial about the whole thing becuase I still feel like he's going to call me this weekend or something. It's just so hard to go so long without talking to him because he's always been there for me and I can tell him anything and everything and now I can't. It's so weird to go from being at home and talking to him multiple times a day, then coming to Rome and talking to him only a few times a week and now nothing for 3 months. But like I said one day at a time and I'll get through it...I hope. I think these weekend trips will really help make the time pass by so that's good that I have so many of them. Here's my schedule so far if anyone cares:
Sept. 22 - 24: Milan
Sept. 29 - Oct. 1: Amalfi Coast
Oct. 6: Outlet trip to designer outlets
Oct. 13 - 15: Film Festival in Rome
Oct. 19 - 22: London
Oct. 26 - 29: Paris (possibly)
Nov. 2 - 5: Barcelona (don't think I'm going though)
Nov. 10 - 13: Berlin (Cully's coming to visit me!!!)
Nov. 30 - Dec. 3: Prague!

That's everything...and there'll probably be a trip to Florence, Tuscany and Verona somewhere in there, and possibly Sicily to visit family. I already went to Venice which was beautiful! If you ever get the chance to go, definitely go there. I went on a gondole ride and everything. I bought presents for people too because they have Murano glass (Murano is an island in Venice)and it's absolutely beautiful and so cheap. So ya I spent way too much money there, but I'm just not spending any this week...except maybe to buy bread for sandwiches, but that's it.

Anyways...guess that's it, I mean I've definitely been better and I'm completely in denial about the whole Jamie thing. I just really can't accept it. It killed me when he said that I'd be crazy to think that his committment issues went away. I guess he was right, because I thought they were at least on their way out...guess not. This is probably the toughest thing to deal with right now and it kind of makes it hard to focus on everything because my heart is partially broke right now... I really don't know if I can deal with not talking to him for 3 months. I need to stop thinking about this...
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Hands
Sep. 13th, 2006 @ 03:58 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: surprised
Current Music: "Daughters" by John Mayer
So I might be going to Venice and Verona this weekend...hopefully, I'm going skiing in Switzerland in November, I Might also be going to Barcelona, Paris, London and maybe Greece...wow! I also hopefully will be going to Florence and on an outlet trip to all the designer's shops...this is crazy! I can't believe I'm actually doing all of this stuff, and I'm sure no one else can either. Well just thought I'd write that all down...

Ciao
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Sep. 12th, 2006 @ 03:10 pm (no subject)
Current Location: Library Computer Lab
Current Mood: a little sleepy
Current Music: "The Two of Us" by 'N Sync
Well everything is going pretty well. Me and Jamie are mostly together now...so that's good. Classes are going well...I have a feeling that before I know it I'll be back home which is kind of a nice thought. Hmm...well I am finally learning how to cook, none of my roomies really cook, I'm the one with the most experience so I'm doing most of the cooking...scary thought huh? But I'm getting good. You'd definitely be proud now Alaina, I don't even complain about touching raw chicken anymore haha.

Well I guess there really isn't that much to update about...well I say that I'm sure there's plenty though haha oh well...

Ciao bellas!
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